Currently Playing Live from Mars By Ben Harper see related

- Alone

Dreams aren't very nice. They show me exactly what I want and make me very happy. Then when I wake up, what I dreamed about isn't there. That's not nice.

xedit: I dreamed about him. He held me when I was weeping.

And, my God, is he beautiful.

Currently Playing BBC Sessions By Led Zeppelin see related

- I Can't Quit You Babe -

I wish it were 1973.

Ahh, ah-hi, I can't quit you babe
I think I'm gonna put you down for a little while
I said can't quit you babe
I think I got to put you down for a while
You know I love you but you messed up my happy home
Made me mistreat my only child, yes you did

When you hear me moaning and groaning baby
You know it hurts me deep, deep down inside
Oh, moan, moan, moan, moan, moan, moan, moan, moan, ow - ahh, Ooo
It hurts me deep down inside

I want you to be my woman, yes
Mm, but I took someone else to be my bride   
Hell yes I did

She’s nineteen years old 
She’s got ways just like a baby child       
She’s nineteen years old, ahh
Got ways, ways, ways, ways, ways, just like a baby child

There’s nothing I can do to please that woman     
To keep, to keep that little girl satisfied, yeah

I’m gonna change my mind    
I’m gonna keep you in time, yeah

I wish it were 1973. Be my rock and roll fantasy.

xedit: ok. wow. crazy, crazy, crazy night. what the HECK happened? hahahah. oh geez, nicole. don't even say anything hahaha. oh wow.... Don couldn't come over. So someone else did. HAHAHA oh geez.

Please disregard anything said over AIM last night. While I was sleeping, Bill infiltrated my computer. Apparentally I am a very sound sleeper. I'm sure he embarassed enough for the next ten years. Yea.

<3jaemo

xedit:

Ki11MeShining: baaaah
PetEmoChick: meow
PetEmoChick: tell bill to stop biting me
PetEmoChick: bill : I LOVE MEGAN
Ki11MeShining: stop biting jj
PetEmoChick: bill: i'm sorry i can't talk to her more but i have no internet
Ki11MeShining: sokay
Ki11MeShining: just  dont bite ppl
Ki11MeShining: unless they say it's okay
Ki11MeShining: you could get rabies
PetEmoChick: hahahha
PetEmoChick: dude when i bit my own hand
PetEmoChick: everyone thought it was bill
PetEmoChick: and people kept telling me to get tested
PetEmoChick: not for hiv or aids
Ki11MeShining: or that awfull thing that jaemi has
PetEmoChick: for RABIES
PetEmoChick: what awful thing that i have?
Ki11MeShining: oh u know
PetEmoChick: cooties?
Ki11MeShining: *coughnewenglandclamchowdercough*
PetEmoChick: NOOOOOOOOOOO
PetEmoChick: OMG
PetEmoChick: NOOOOOOOOOOOO
PetEmoChick: NO CLAM CHOWDER
PetEmoChick: ESPECIALLY NOT NEW ENGLAND
PetEmoChick: MEG WTH
PetEmoChick: I DON'T HAVE THAT SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIISCHMOOKIE

xedit2: this conversation just took place and i knew if i didn't put it in here, i'd forget. and really, i don't want to.

Bill was laying his head on my arm and biting me when this conversation occured.

"Did you like me how you like ____ now?" - Bill

"Um... I don't think so. I don't remember honestly." - Jaemo

"So do you think you'll get over ___ one day and just be friends with him like we are? You know, like one day ____ would just be laying next to you and biting your arm? 'Oh look at me, I'm ____ !!!'" - Bill

I give an evil look.

"Don't tempt me." - Jaemo

"AHHH!!! I AM BILL BADER!!! I HAVE A MOHAWK!!! I HATE EMO!!!! I AM NOT ____!!! I AM BILL BADER!!!!" - Bill

"Mwahaha" - Jaemo

Wow. Yes. Don't tempt me. Argh..

<3jaemo

And so it is 
Just like you said it would be 
Life goes easy on me 
Most of the time 
And so it is 
The shorter story 
No love, no glory 
No hero in her sky 

I can't take my eyes off you 
I can't take my eyes off you 
I can't take my eyes off you 
I can't take my eyes off you 
I can't take my eyes off you 
I can't take my eyes... 

And so it is 
Just like you said it should be 
We'll both forget the breeze 
Most of the time 
And so it is 
The colder water 
The blower's daughter 
The pupil in denial 

I can't take my eyes off you 
I can't take my eyes off you 
I can't take my eyes off you 
I can't take my eyes off you 
I can't take my eyes off you 
I can't take my eyes... 

Did I say that I loathe you? 
Did I say that I want to 
Leave it all behind? 

I can't take my mind off you 
I can't take my mind off you 
I can't take my mind off you 
I can't take my mind off you 
I can't take my mind off you 
I can't take my mind... 
My mind...my mind... 
'Til I find somebody new 

You know, I would post a picture you. I have one, you know? I have a few actually.
But that would just make me more vunerable and susceptible to teasing
from others. And probably you, if you ever looked at this. 

I can't take my mind off you.

wow. i can work magic apparentally.

      crazy.. crazy for feeling so lonely.
            i'm crazy for crying.
           and crazy for trying.
     and i'm crazy for loving you.

xedit: am I normal?

absolutely!

what normal 19 year old doesn't take advantage of left over tacos for breakfast at 7:01 AM..?